A small hiatus

I took a break from blogging for a while, I wasn’t feeling well and my son was also a little under the weather.  But things are good here, I started a new site called Otherworldly Living if you want to take a look. It is basically something that I have been working on for over a year and I finally got the balls to get it started, and the time . There is also a chat there, which is chatango chat, which I like very much because I am so used to it. I would appreciate if you joined my site! I consider it a good learning tool for those who want to know more about other peoples religion, and to see that they are not “the devil”. It is a pagan community which includes all paths that are not of the abrahamic religions. So ANYONE can join, well… except the … ahem* I think you get what I mean.
In other news, work was okay yesterday up until about eight o’clock at night, when a woman came to pay for her food. She stood there and caught a mistake I made, but instead of being polite about it she was really rather rude. I DID apologize, I said woops sorry about that, and fixed it, was able to stop the credit card from going through and everything. And at the end of it I said ok thank you. She says “now what do you say?” I looked at her and said,”have a good night.” and she starts saying “no when you make a mess like that you have to apologize, I shouldn’t have to ask you for your apology.” I just stared at her hoping she would drop dead from the look I gave her. ” I did say it, I wont say it again, especially after you talk to me like that.” and I walked away. I had to go into the bathroom to calm myself, I stood there and just breathed. When I came back out my boss told me that he stopped the woman and explained to her that I’m not fully Icelandic. I thought to myself, great, now she feels justified in talking to me like I’m an idiot because we all know here, that if you are a foreigner, there are those in this country that think they are so much better than everyone else, especially better than non-Icelanders. The bitch should pay for talking to me like that…. pay.
I was so pissed! But I was able to get out of the funk and move on with the night and get things clean and get the fuck out of there.
When I get that angry, its like I go numb on the outside and I am screaming on the inside. I feel my body get really hot, like Im blushing, but I just can’t say anything because in my head I am bitch slapping the person who just pissed me off. So, In this particular situation I walked away so I wouldn’t embarrass my boss, the owner of the restaurant, in a diner full of people. Because I SO wanted to hurt that bitch.
*Sigh*
Tomorrow I will be 26 years old. yay birfdays! I do not have a party planned or anything. I might do something during the weekend. But I do not know yet. I would rather just relax to be honest. Maybe I can talk my dad into taking the kid and leaving me by myself at home all day. Now that is some relaxin! My dad should be getting home from his fishing trip. Oh man did I enjoy being at the apartment by myself! You have no idea. It was so nice. I really just would love to have my own place. One day…. One day…
Well everyone, thanks for reading. I do not have any creative writing but I promise the next one will be more entertaining!

~ by drucilla66 on 06/07/2009.